"Choose Life"

choose life.
choose a job. choose a career. choose a family.
choose a f***ing big television, choose washing machines, cars,
compact disk players and electrical tin openers.
Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance.
choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments.
choose a starter home. choose your friends.
Choose leisurewear and matching luggage.
Choose a three-piece suite on higher purchase in a range of f***ing fabrics.
Choose DIY and wondering who the f**k you are on sunday morning.
choose sitting on the coach watching mind-numbing , spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing f***ing junk food into your mouth.
choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home nothing more than an embarassement to the selfish,f***ed-up brats you spawned to replace yourself.
choose your future. choose life.
But why would I want to do a thing like that?
I chose not to choose life: I chose something else.
And the reasons?
There are no reasons.
who needs reasons when you've got heroin? ........